yamanai ame da neeee

A nightmare, is a nightmare, is a nightmare, is a nightmare.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008

i just keeeep dreaming and dreaming. non stop every night. i dunno can anyone tell me whats wrong with me? don't understand why its happening. haha. another nightmare from yesterday night to add to my list. always my grandparents. HAIIIIII.

anyway, i just watched gym beam event omg the americans are just too good.
Johnson was damn powerful she was twisting turning tumbling like dunno what, not a single mistake!!! wow. her difficulty was SEVEN LAH. omg 7 leh.
and Liukin also omgg! she's super super graceful. her actions are so fluid like WATER man.
amazing. i feel sad for shanshan. ahhh.. why must she fall! so sad.. and she was all teary AWW.
anw Koko, i'm proud of you, even tho you came in last. she's 15 for goodness sake, she's surely only going to get better. i'm looking forward to see her next olympics! :)

hm. today during geog lect, i saw so many cynical people.
i was thinking, not one of us deserve to be forgiven for such cynicism..
i felt like they were so PROUD, of i don't know what.
they think they've lead dreadful lives. haha i dunno but its just so funny that they can get so full of themselves.. so puzzling that they really, really believe that everyone else is having a blast whilst they're not.
maybe i'm thinking too much into those maps, maybe they were just fooling around.
cynicism is not cool its silly.

i wished the woman in the 7 oclock show spoke PROPERLY so i can actually watch it.

oh. schl's starting to get stressful. its all memory work, my brain's all chocked full.
and psych's all just definitions definitions definitions. i feel damn sad.
my bio knowledge is at sec2 level then suddenly its expected to be at jc level. HAHA :(
i feel so insecure like how much am i supposed to study, how much of the readings do i need to rmb?
INDEPENDENCE SUCKS!

7:21 PM